Insanity

One More Day...Let's Hope I Don't Die

This is what I wrote on Tuesday night, the last time I blogged:

"It feels like I have an incredible amount of stuff to do, but I really don't."

HA HA HA HA HA. I am clearly full of shit! It's about 10 PM on Thursday night and I have a mind-boggling amount of work to do!! I feel like I have been hit by a train about three times over and am now expected to run 7,000 miles nonstop with paralyzed feet! Really! That's exactly what I feel like! It's a pretty desperately horrible feeling!

It's not like I've idiotically procrastinated this week...I haven't. I actually have been somewhat focusing through all these school days. I've actually been able to stay focused a couple times this week which is really something monumental for me. I'm usually viewed as some sort of model student but in all honesty my attention span and thought capacity usually feel nonexistent. There's always people to talk to, daydreams to fall into, and other such nonsensical activities that are more interesting and meaningful than schoolwork.

I got a 2 out of 10 on a math quiz today. That was pretty embarassing. I had to put up with hearing my friend saying, "Major!!! What happened?? I told you!!"

I stared blankly."You told me what?"
"I showed you all the points for the unit circle!"

"Oh. Well damn. Look at this, they're all wrong!"

"Yes. Major, I told you!!"

What I'm saying is, model student, my ass.

See, because I am such an exceptional epitome of an ideal high school student, here I am blogging when I have about 40 pages to read and a paper to write! Brilliant!

If you'll notice, I really don't want to do my schoolwork. Plus I'm kind of stressed to the point of insanity. This is indeed the last schoolnight of 2007.

I stayed at school 'till 6 today working on the yearbook cover, which is incidentally due by the end of this week, so...tomorrow. I am floored by how time-consuming moving pictures around in Photoshop can be. It's unbelievable. Of course, I could be slower than most, considering that the first time I even touched Photoshop was yesterday (in which I resized the entire cover to about 2 square inches, not knowing how to reverse my blunder, which was somewhat panic-inducing). But the pictures on our cover have been arranged. I was kind of shaking when I finished, after staring so much at a computer for so long, but I was proud to finish something today. The cover might actually turn out to look like a yearbook cover! Thrilling!

Of course, there is a plethora of other tasks in my life that must be done, which I will actually get to now.