My mind's stomping around dark alleys tonight.
I don't know why the whole concept of my friends and their romantic relationships gives me headaches. I suppose all it really comes down to is a jealousy thing. How dare any of my friends enjoy other people's company when I'm not doing the same thing? This suggests that I'm a total asshole, and I guess that's true.
I don't know what I expect of people. I'm afraid that many times I hold a mindset of, I can enjoy life, and you can watch me do so. It's disturbing to think that I lead such a self-centered existence, but I'd be lying to say that I didn't.
I don't like to post despairing posts about my character, but I've recently resolved to post every day, and it was either writing this or telling you that I don't like Thanksgiving.
I'll find something funny to say some other time.
1 comment:
I hear you on the relationships on friends. Its part jealously, but part that it seems with many couples is awkward as hell to be a single person around them... third wheel is never fun but with some people, thats the only way you can hang out with them.
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